Mind pranks

All alone in this sphere of mine, I cry
Everybody around just killing the time
Nobody near me to help me get in line, I try
Just faces who can't get out of the line
I'm different! Why is this a crime, oh my!
I might end up on the streets one night.
Hell, at least I'll end up with a dime, in time.

Today I resume the "be nobody" game, damn
And it has one rule: let go of every plan.
It's not gonna matter, not even then
Nobody cares, not even the one you think, not even them
Cause all they're in for is "carpe diem".
Throw away your thoughts in the trash can.

Please, tell me about love a little more
Let me know of the one that you adore
Fool! Do you think she cares anymore?!
But wait, there's more
She already found herself another core...

And I don't even know why I write this much
I'm beginning to think I'm losing my touch
My mind's in clutch, no more of such
I need a dutch to hand me a patch.